About Me

I no longer introduce myself with titles.

I offer a frequency.

You may know me as Bernard.

But more often, I am felt — as breath,

as stillness between words,

as warmth in your chest

when something old begins to melt.

I am not a teacher.

I am not a healer.

I am a remembrance.

A pulse of what you already carry.

The Path that Found Me
Once, I lived in towers of achievement —
corporate cities, a seven-figure startup,
the noise of ambition humming in my ears.
Then came the unraveling.
A bankruptcy. A divorce. A diagnosis.
And then… silence.
I came to Bali not to find myself,
but to forget who I was told to be.
I shed names. I dissolved roles.
I walked barefoot into the unknown,
where the sacred is soft and wordless.
It was here I began again —
through the language of the body,
through the breath,
through the invisible.
What remained was presence.
And presence became the path.
🌀 How I Serve Now
I do not offer services.
I open spaces —
where your soul may exhale
and return to its original rhythm.
You will not find a menu.
You will find invitations:
Soul Blueprint Sessions – by resonance, not request
Touch of Release – bodywork as silent prayer
Mindflow – meditation as a living oracle
Unbecoming – for those shedding their skin
Karma Points – heart-based energy exchange system
SoulScan for Founders – soul blueprint for leaders & creators
StarTalentMap – resonance charting for conscious hiring & partnerships
Transmissions for Teams – presence-led sessions, meditative talks, and retreats

No longer do I offer:
Structured coaching
Traditional astrology readings
Mentorship rooted in performance
Fixed-price service menus
Open availability or casual bookings
Teaching what can now only be transmitted
Session bundles or discounted packages

If we are to meet, let it be soul to soul.
🌾 Who I Work With
I don’t work with everyone. I work with those who are softening, awakening, and remembering.
I work with those who…
  • 🌀 The Ones In Transition
    For those in the in-between —
    • moving through endings, grief, or spiritual death
    • letting go of old identities, relationships, or careers
    • feeling lost, yet sensing something new is near
    • navigating the void with no clear direction
    • dissolving the “old self” without a new form yet
  • 🌙 The Quiet Seekers
    For those who don’t need more noise —
    • drawn to silence, slowness, and ritual
    • feel everything deeply but can’t always explain it
    • exhausted by guidance that doesn’t feel safe or subtle
    • tired of talking, craving felt truth
    • sensitive, intuitive, or energetically attuned
  • 🔥 The Burned-Out Leaders & Creators
    For those who once held it all together —
    • creators, space holders, healers, or coaches
    • now craving rest, remembrance, or realignment
    • longing to lead from soul, not systems
    • shedding the pressure to perform, serve, or produce
    • needing space to be held — not hold
  • 💧 The Feeling Beings
    For those whose bodies carry stories —
    • holding grief, longing, or old emotional residue
    • needing gentle release through body, touch, and presence
    • craving nervous system softness, not stimulation
    • longing to feel safe again — or for the first time
    • open to healing without having to explain everything
  • 🌿 The Ones Returning to Soul
    For those who want to live differently —
    • embracing slow living, ritual, tea, and inner rhythm
    • more interested in inner alignment than outer success
    • walking away from mind-led paths and back into the heart
    • sensing their life is becoming a ceremony
    • wanting their work, relationships, and creations to match their frequency
  • 🌌 The Mystics in Hiding
    For those who’ve always felt different —
    • never fully fit in but learned to adapt
    • aware of multidimensional layers but kept them quiet
    • seekers of beauty, truth, and the unseen
    • drawn to astrology, soul codes, lineage, and symbols
    • not looking for answers — but for resonance
🚫 Who I’m Not For
This field is not for everyone — and that’s sacred.
  • 📈 The Goal-Driven Achievers
    Those who...
    • seek measurable results, milestones, or rapid transformation
    • want action plans, productivity hacks, or performance upgrades
    • expect every session to produce visible outcomes
    • approach healing or growth as something to achieve
  • 💬 The Mind-Led Logic Seekers
    Those who...
    • rely solely on reason and resist the unknown
    • feel uncomfortable with emotional depth or silence
    • need every step explained, every insight made rational
    • prefer mental analysis over somatic or intuitive experience
  • The Time-Pressured Clients
    Those who...
    • expect fast scheduling or frequent availability
    • want casual or last-minute bookings
    • look for support on demand or constant access
    • treat sessions as appointments, not sacred encounters
  • 📚 The Teach-Me-Fix-Me Types
    Those who...
    • want to be coached, fixed, or taught in structured ways
    • expect me to guide them step-by-step or tell them what to do
    • seek advice, strategy, or plans rather than presence
    • view healing as something to consume or complete
  • 🧮 The Transactional Thinkers
    Those who...
    • treat spiritual work as a service exchange, not a soul offering
    • come in with expectations, comparisons, or entitlement
    • ask “What will I get?” instead of “What am I ready to feel?”
    • see sessions as something to “buy,” not enter
  • 🔄 The Unready or Closed
    Those who...
    • resist change but still seek control
    • are not open to slowness, surrender, or softness
    • feel entitled to energy without deep respect for it
    • are not yet willing to meet themselves in truth
My Soul Map
I walk with:
  • ☉ Cancer Sun (7th House)

    I meet you as mirror
  • ☽ Aquarius Moon (2nd House)

    I anchor the future in the body
  • ↑ Capricorn Rising

    I hold a temple of form
My blueprint whispers:
  • I carry the Transmitter frequency
  • The Healer walks beside me
  • The Architect builds through the unseen
BaZi speaks: Water is my wealth — flow is my fortune.
Human Design hums in resonance.
Gene Keys weave silence into my skin.
All of it is a reminder:
I am not here to teach. I am here to remember.
🌱 A Few Human Things
  • I love cooking slow, soulful meals — often with herbs, roots, or healing spices.
  • I walk barefoot when I can. Nature is where I return to stillness.
  • Chinese tea is my ritual, not my beverage.
  • I live between Bali and the unseen realms.
  • I travel light, guided by soul geography and seasonal pull.
  • Nepal, Japan, and Portugal often whisper to me.
  • Sometimes I’m in Jakarta, offering presence and touch.
  • Sometimes I vanish into the mountains, quiet beach and villages.
  • I love spa rituals, deep massage, and warm oils — my body remembers through touch.
  • I believe in slow living, soft mornings, and sacred pauses.
  • My body listens to plants, minerals, music, and silence — more than pills or plans.
  • I don’t check messages often. But I’m always listening.
If You Feel Me,
You Know
I do not chase clients.
I do not convert.
I wait, like a temple waits for footsteps.
If your soul remembers something
when you read these words —
perhaps we are meant to meet,
not to speak, but to feel.
I am here.
I am listening.
Come as you are.
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